waiting for the storm

It’s going to rain here any minute now. It’s gotten progressively darker outside in the last hour or so. Doesn’t bother me, I’m looking forward to the rain and hoping it will bring the temperature down to something a little more reasonable. 97 degrees is too freaking hot out.

Still not talked to Kale. It’s okay though or at least I refuse to get worked up about it. It’s #12 which is not really acceptable but it’s not something I can undo so there’s no point in getting upset about it. Oh well. Life happens.

Oy, I’m tired. I’m tired of working my butt off, I’m tired of being alone and more importantly of being lonely. I’m tired of trying to make friends only to end up being screwed over again. And I’m physically exhausted on top of the mental and emotional exhaustion.