tonight i sleep

Training went well today. Spent freaking 6 hours sitting at a table and watching little video clips but it could have been worse. It was a good crew hanging out and we actually got done an hour early. I go back for more training tomorrow at noon.

Quinn was up here Thursday night around midnight and he spent all day with me Friday which is not as clingy as it might sound. Yes we spent the whole day together but we spent several hours doing totally different things, namely he played a video game while I napped. He left today about 9 and I went back to bed until about 10:30 when I got up and got ready for training. Thankfully the store is only 10 minutes away from my house so I can do just that. Haha. Yes I am that lazy. And I also got that little sleep the last 2 nights.

I am fairly okay with the job so far. It’s all stuff I’ve done before in my old jobs, I like most of the people I have met on the crew so far. Always a good thing. And I’ve got around 30 hours for this week which is a VERY good thing, that’s about $200 just this week. If I get another 30 hours next week, I’ll be looking at about a $400 second paycheck. I’ll get a paycheck this coming Friday only because the pay period actually ended today and we clocked about 6 hours in training. It’s not much but it’s a check.

I may end up going down to Uni on Mon/Tues because I have both those days off. But I open Weds and I would have to leave before 8am Weds to be back on time or else come home Tues night. Plus mom had her surgery and she’s pretty much turned me into her slave of course. She probably won’t want me to be gone even for one freaking night. Plus I’d have to be back to take my brother to school on Tues unless I got my grandfather to take him. Which I should start doing anyway. I’m not his mother and I’m really getting tired of having be play mom every time something happens. It’s not my responsibility and I’m getting kind of tired of doing it. I get that our mom really hasn’t been in the shape to drive him to class lately, but the key word is lately. I’ve been basically taking care of him and her and the house since I got home from Floirda!! I’m not the mom, I’m not the breadwinner, I’m not the housekeeper or the maid or the whatever! I’m the daughter, that’s all. I can barely take care of myself and yet I’m being expected to take care of everyone else suddenly. But whatever. I’m not going to start getting all upset about it right now; if I do I’ll just stay upset for a while and then I won’t sleep. As it is I’m really only barely awake right now and I’m trying to keep it that way.