tired of serotonin

So I’ve been working on the same paper as usual for weeks.  I’m now on page 3.  ^^;;  Yeah that’s page 3 of 9.  To be precise page 2 1/2 of 9.  hehe.  It’s kind of annoying but it’s still progress.  I’m just trying to take a break.  I’m trying to make at least 4 pages before bed.  Then I can knock out another 4-5 tomorrow and be done.  And with plenty of time to work on my presentation although I already have been working on it and considering it’s only supposed to be 10 minutes I already have 7 slides.  You figure a minute per slide that’s 70% of my presentation already done. ^_^ 

I’m happy about that because it means I may get to see B this week.  I was really concerned that if I didn’t have everything done by Tuesday I’d have to spend Tuesday working on the paper.  The presentation has to be emailed to my professor on Tuesday but the paper is due Wednesday.  I really would rather spend the day in bed with B and if I get this paper done I can have my wish.  ^_^

And no, nothing has been resolved.  He’s still being all indecisive and stuff.  I am half-tempted to take Georgie’s advice and slap him but I won’t.  Mainly because I’m not a violent person by nature and secondly because I don’t want to piss him off and drive him away.  He annoys me but he doesn’t actually piss me off enough that I feel provoked to any kind of violence.  Plus I think right now maybe I have too much on my plate to really be thinking about a relationship.  3 more weeks and then I’m free of school until August 25!  And at home I’m actually a few minutes closer to B.  Not a lot.  It’s 1 hour 20 minutes from school to him but only 50 minutes from home to him.  Plus over the summer I’ll be working, hopefully a lot!  And that means I’ll be able to see him more.  Plus we’ll still so far going to be going to the zoo and now Lexi, Dan and the boys are going to be coming up now for the zoo trip too.  Or at least Lexi and the boys.  Unless we go on a weekend Dan won’t be able to come up.  He might be able to take off some time with a bit of notice.  So I’ll be broaching the topic of the zoo trip probably pretty soon just to give him a chance to opt-out of dealing with all of them too lol.  So far he’s seemed ok with it.  He jokingly refers to himself as my dirty little secret since I really haven’t told anybody in my life about him.  I think he may be a little serious in his jokes though.  After all there’s a grain of truth behind every ‘just kidding.’  If so then maybe this is a big sign to him the fact that not only am I letting him meet one of my very oldest and closest friends, they’re also bringing along the boys, who consider me their aunt and call me Auntie. 

I don’t know, this is a lot of speculation on my part but oh well.  Hard not to speculate after a while I think.

Oh well, back to the grind, got about 2 more hours to bang out another page and a half. ^_^

*luv ya bunches*