the world goes on

So the weekend is coming and I’m very happy about it.  I’m supposed to go to University for a visit.  It will be Aubrey’s birthday party plus seeing Little, Gibby, Aubrey, Irish, Quinn and all my other friends.  So cross your fingers that everything goes as planned and I get to leave tomorrow afternoon like I hope.  I will spend the night Friday either with Quinn or Little or both, lol.  Then Saturday is Aubrey’s 21st party.  Don’t know who I will spend the night with Saturday.  Then I will leave Sunday because mom has a doctor’s appointment Monday morning. 

I got a new bed to replace my futon.  I’m SO excited about it.  I get to sleep on a real mattress again and it’s a full size. This is the bed style.  The picture is of a twin-size but it’s a high bed as you can tell which is just what I was looking for so I can store the tall tubs underneath and get more room.  It actually comes to about my knees, a little higher maybe.  Then I got a really comfy Simmons/Beautyrest mattress for it.  It will be delivered here Wednesday.  Don’t know what time yet but that’s ok.  I have to figure out when to take apart the futon and move all this stuff out/around so the bed will fit.  It’s ok.  I’ll probably take care of it Tuesday night and just sleep on the futon mattress on the floor Tuesday night.  

Quinn came down last night.  He said "I love you" without me even prompting.  We haven’t said it lately just because, well, we are trying to make this separation as easy (and non-confusing lol) for both of us as possible.  I don’t think either of us are actually confused.  We love each other, we miss each other.  He doesn’t want to be in a relationship, particularly long distance one when there is no telling when we will see each other.  But its ok.  One thing at a time.  Weekend, job, bed, cleaning, GRE test (can’t happen til I have $150 to pay for the registration but it has to be done by Dec 1), letters of reference, application, the whole 9 yards for getting into Grad school.

See, lists help me cope.  That’s the first sign of OCD I think, lol.