the end

quinn and i are over

so what did i do?  went out and bought ice cream.  im lactose intolerant.  pint and a half later i feel like curling up and dying and i don’t even care

i don’t even care that im supposed to have a bunch of people over saturday for a party.  only reason i havent canceled is cuz its too short of notice i think.  plus it will probably be good to have people around.  my usual reaction to this kind of stuff is to go numb and cut myself off from everything.  then i end up cutting myself.  thats bad apparently.  so friends are good

but i just cant bring myself to care right now

~*~*~Blessed Be~*~*~