taking a break

 So the past few days have sucked.  And I mean literally, they have sucked just about everything I have out of me.  There is almost nothing left of me and I still have 2 more days of work before I get a day off.  So I’m taking a break and going up to see Jayson and spend some time with a real flesh and blood person.  I don’t know what we’re doing, we’ll probably end up watching a movie and cuddling and I’ll probably end up balling my eyes out.  But I need this.  I need this so desperately I think if I didn’t get this chance to actually CONNECT with someone else again I’d probably drive my car off a bridge on the way to work tomorrow.

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