spoiling for a fight

I’m in one of those moods.  I want to pick a fight with someone, anyone.  I just have so much aggression all of a sudden and nothing to do with it.  I tried cleaning but of course it’s 1am now and if I try to vacuum of course I’ll wake the house up.  God forbid I do that.  

I need to go to sleep because really I have shit to do tomorrow.  Chief among them, figure out wtf is wrong with my car now.  It started bouncing while it’s idling and then yesterday it started telling me that I need to check my coolant which I did the day before and it was fine.  So tomorrow I am going to check it again and see if something has changed.  

Work is going good so far.  I still like people I work with, my schedule is okay.  Not a bunch of hours, about 25-28 a week which isn’t bad at $8/hour.  I will be so glad to get paid next week.  Problem being I’m late paying my credit card bill since it was due the 20th and I had expected to get paid last Friday but ended up not.  But it’s okay.  I’ll put a hundred or so on the credit card (depending on how much I get) and then stow away a hundred or so in a savings account, which I will have to open first of course.  Yeah I don’t have a savings account.  I closed my other one at my old bank.  But I am going to open one and try very hard not to withdraw money from it and try to put $50 in every paycheck.  Or I might set up a direct deposit for 25% to go right into it and the rest to go to my checking.  I don’t know yet.  We’ll see in a week I guess.  I am off Friday anyway so I’ll have plenty of time to go to the bank once I have my check anyway.  And I’m working on Halloween so no going to Uni for a visit which sucks.  But I’ve already gotten my request off approved for the weekend after that.  Fall ball is still an unclear thing as I still don’t see the point of $50 for 2 tickets.  But a couple of friends are throwing a Get pretty, Get shitty party instead lol.  I might go to that.  Have an Applebee’s group date then go to the party.  We’ll see.  Gibby wants me to go to ball really badly because they are throwing her an after party/birthday party and as it is an ‘after party’ I wouldn’t be allowed to go if I didn’t go to ball.  Too much to figure out between now and then for now to make a decision.

Still in a shitty mood so I think I’ll go watch PS I love you and then go to bed.

Xx