sore

Yeah I didn’t write last night. I meant to but really didn’t have much to say. I’m really sore today. A lot of it has to do with the whole bra thing I wrote about before. It’s making my whole upper body hurt, my muscles are so tense these days. But oh well. Hopefully in a few more weeks I can do something about it. Still no date for training, I’m going to call over to the store tomorrow and see if maybe I just missed a memo. I’d hate to have missed training or something. I need to alter my new work pants too, I got them a few days ago and they look really good but they are way to long on me so I have to hem them today. That way in case I get a call first thing tomorrow morning saying "oh btw, training starts in 2 hours" I can be good to go. I doubt that would happen but you never know.

I’m doing okay other than being sore today. I’m not bad but I’m not good really either. I saw a couple of friends yesterday. They were in town visiting parents for their son’s birthday. We were supposed to go out last night but I put a new ring in my cartilage piercing and I think it needed to be cleaned because I got an infection in it. I took the ring out and have been cleaning the hole every few hours. I also squeezed some gunk out of it. I’m going to give it another day or two, disinfect the ring and try again. I really like the ring and I want to wear it.

As for my personal life, still pretty much in shambles. Quinn is actually speaking to me again now. He has called me today and he called me last night. He said he may come and visit me over fall break next weekend. I am a little nervous about it. Understandable I think considering he is just being really confusing now. Plus I don’t want him to come here and then have sex and then leave. I doubt he would end up doing that but he was insinuating that if I was a good girl and asked nicely he might stay the night if he came to visit. It’s not for a week so in the meanwhile I’m just going to try and focus on me and getting some stuff done, like hopefully starting training.

Mom’s surgery is Wednesday so I expect I’ll be sitting in a waiting room all that day like I did last time. I’m going to have to make sure I either find a book I own but haven’t read or get a new one from the library by then. I’m supposed to have a hold come in either today or tomorrow if it was returned on time (they can’t renew it while the item is requested). I might even bring my laptop and sit in the lobby on the main floor since they have wi-fi down there. I don’t know what I’ll end up doing yet. Wait and see then I guess. Ok, tummy is rumbling.

Oh, on the upside I have been eating a little more lately. =)