so far away

I feel…disjointed.  Kind of disconnected.  I know it’s partly because there is so much going on lately.  I have about a week and a half left to get as much done here as I can.  We leave in 10days, 12 hours.  Either next Thursday night (which I personally don’t see happening) or about 10am Friday.  I really just can’t wait to be home.  I miss my room, my stuff, my car, my friends, my boyfriend.  I hate that I’m living out of a freaking suitcase and have been all summer.  I pretty much wear the same 4 outfits from week to week.  I want to be able to take a shower uninterrupted.  I want to be able to lock my door and be left alone.  I want to have all my books.  I want my car and a town I don’t get lost in!  Did I mention we got lost on the way home from Disney?  I missed our exit.  It was a mess.

I just want to go home and curl up in bed.  I want to arrange my clothes, touch my books, see my tv, my radio, all of it.  I miss the way the light comes in through my window.  I miss my big bed.  I miss being able to cuddle with Quinn.  I miss going to the mall with my friends and sister just because I’m bored and there’s nothing better to do.  I want to get a real job too.  

I want to go home.  I wonder if clicking my heels 3 times would work.  Hehe.

~*~*~Blessed Be~*~*~