Secret 30

I am meant to be a mother. I know it in my deepest, most secret heart and I hate admitting it. But I also think I will make a great mom. When the time comes. For now I know it is not something I can handle. I stress, I prefer sleep and sex to anything else in the world. I have a shit job and more school to look forward to for several more years. No, kids will wait. But when the time comes, I will accept it with all my heart and love every heart-breaking, amazingly terrifying moment of it.

nojomo 2009,nojomo,november journaling month

There are so many children already born and suffering so badly without parents or food or even shelter that need desperately to be adopted. I hope you would think of them too when that time comes. You can teach your children selflessness by being a great example and adopting someone who is already here and in need is far more selfless than creating another life and ignoring that problem.