omg, a real day off!!!

LMAO!

It wasn’t really a ‘day off’ because I was still working on a presentation but really it’s more like I was rehearsing it.  It’s only 10 minutes long.  But I got to sleep in today, til freaking noon almost!!  Then I got up and went down to the pool.  The water was fahking cold but it felt good to be in the water again.  I even got a little bit of a tan.  Is that sad or what?  I put on sunscreen and was only down there 45 minutes and after all that I still have a starter tan going.  LOL  Talked some with my man.  I feel kind of bad.  He’s a really great guy and he’s got all these female admirers but he’s so obtuse about it.  He found out he had another one, one of his long-distance pen-pals.  She is apparently coming down to a neighboring city over the summer and originally she and B were supposed to meet but now that he’s seeing me she’s all "I can’t, I can’t".  As she explained it to him:

" Of the fact that, despite the fact that I know it’s juvenile and impossible, that I have feelings for you that don’t go away. I let myself get caught up in some silly thought, but that’s mostly my own doing. So I’m just tired of dealing with that. And that’s why I won’t see you, because it’s obvious to at least me that I’m not mature enough to handle this in person.
 Don’t get me wrong – honestly I’m happy for you if you’re happy, from what you’ve told me your girlfriend sounds nice. But it just goes against my own code to come all that way to see you when I can’t properly handle myself."

I almost felt bad because unlike some of his other little admirers who seemed to get even clingier over the fact that he was taken, she is honestly trying to avoid any trouble for both their sakes.  Which makes me want to hug her to which B replied "I don’t think she’d like a hug from either of us right now."  I can’t help it, of all the girls he’s around there was only really one I trust him with so far and that’s Allie, because she’s known him for years and if they haven’t hooked up by now it would happen.  But that and the very idea of being with Allie seemed to strike B as almost…sick.  He just got all shocked-looking and almost disgusted because Allie is like a sister to him.  I laughed at him.  But I think I like Mandi too, if for no other reason than she honestly respects the fact that he has a girlfriend. 

This one girl he works with keeps trying to ask him to dinner or the movies or something even though he’s already explained that they would only just be friends, even if he and I weren’t dating which is twice as bad.  LOL  I teased B once about how I’m going to stop by work one night on my way home and just ‘drop by’ to talk to her.  He laughed at me and said "Go for it".  I honestly thought about it but eh.  I trust him not to do anything stupid.  I’ll only pull that cat out if she insists on not behaving while he and I are together. 

On another note, I’m trying to get rid of this stupid plantar wart…again!  It started to come off last summer with the stupid OTC-pads but I went through the whole box without success.  So now I’m trying some natural at-home remedies that seem to have a lot of testimonials backing them.  We’ll see.  I don’t have the money to spend on OTC-treatments but now that it’s warm out I wanna be able to show off my feet darnit!  I’ll keep you updated on how that’s going.

I can’t believe only 2 weeks left of school.  At this time in 2 weeks I’ll be in Springfield with B at a concert.  Oh yeah.  B’s helping me move out, how sweet is that?  I’ll be packing up some next weekend when I go home to work.  Not sure what yet I’ll be packing, probably all the non-essential/light things.  My crocheting, my pictures, my magazines and books, my posters, maybe my CDs but probably not my movies, maybe some of my clothes and shoes.

Oh well.  Time to go do something else.  Really kind of wish I had ice cream….*sigh*  Damn my being broke!!!

*luv ya bunches*