late entry

last night was horrible and amazing at the same time.  i know i am late posting and i’m sorry nojomo i really did mean to write but then so much stuff happened that it was the farthest thing from my mind.

so i did get to talk to quinn finally.  turned out to just be him having his phone off for a frat thing and then forgetting to turn it back on or check it.  i finally had to get jayson to pester him and i think he actually ended up im-ing him or something.  but i did talk to him that night.  then yesterday we were talking and i think he has officially given up on the other girl.  i don’t know what it means for us yet and he hasn’t in so many words said, yeah, i’m giving up or anything like that.

it’s a long and complicated thing that ended up keeping me up until almost 5am.  both of us up until well past 4am.  me the extra time because i had to write something down before i forgot it.  i did, it’s pretty good.  i’m rambling.  and in pain, my leg is killing me write now.  and i don’t know if it’s muscle pain or period pain yet.  yeah i started that last night/this morning.  ok, seriously, i’m rambling and i need to go take a shower or something because i haven’t showered in 2 days.  my step dad decided at 10pm friday night (after being home aaaaall day) to refinish our bathtub because it had gotten a paint tear in it a while back.  had the kit forever but he decided to do it friday night.  and now we can’t use our shower for 3-4 days.  so we have to use my parents’ coffin-shower instead and i hate their shower because well it’s a coffin basically.  so i didn’t shower saturday although i got my hair washed when i had it cut and i didn’t do anything over physical so 1 day wasn’t a big deal.  then yesterday i pretty much just stayed home and did stuff around the house then ran a few errands.  today though, i have to work and i know i need to take a shower, i feel gross.  ugh.  okay rambling continues, seriously going to go and take a shower and then have to do more housework, take mom to get blood work done while i get my drug testing done for cvs, then i have to run that paperwork over there.  then at 6 i have to go to work.  i get off around 10 tonight so i will probably update about last night in a separate entry after work.

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