it’s over

B and I are over.

The distance broke yet another poor bastard.

Oddly enough I think he and I will be ok as friends.  Seeing as we only see each other when we choose to it’s not like we’ll run into each other on the street randomly.  And I still care about him and I think in his way he cares about me, he just doesn’t care enough about me to try and stick it out.  But he’s not a bad guy and I think there’s still hope for something there, even if all we do is become like best friends or something.

And yeah this pretty damn generous of me considering all I want to do scream and cry and hate the world yet some more.  But it’s not his fault.  I truly think that he’s one of the rare guys that if I was able to spend more time with, he and I could have made a real go of it.  But now…

Now I guess the answer’s not so clear.  They rarely ever are.

I wish they were.

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