It’s been forever

I know, I’m a horrible writer.  And even worse it’s November.  *hangs head in shame*

I think some of it is me dealing with being a ‘grown up’ and some has been dealing with wedding drama and family drama.

We had my grandfather’s memorial a few weeks ago.  I’ve pretty much been just this side of depressed since then.  I sleep and then feel exhausted and sleep more.  I’m only awake for a few hours on my days off before I crawl back into bed.  I’m sure planning a wedding and dealing with that stress and drama doesn’t help.

Work is going fine.  My schedule is a little whacky because of the holidays and one of the girls is out on medical after a surgery so the month of December is looking like a total bust.

I’ve started horseback riding. I like it.  It’s fun and relaxing and being around the horses is relaxing.

I’m not looking forward to tomorrow because I still have to go to work tonight.  I’m working with my least favorite co-worker.  I’ll live.  We mostly co-exist by mutual ignoring of each other.  Then I get off at 7am, turn around and come home to change then drive down to my mother’s for Thanksgiving.  We’ll get there around 10am and start with the cooking then I’m finding a corner and napping.

Harrison asked if I wanted to go shopping on Friday.  I want to but not because it’s Black Friday, I just want to go shopping with him.  Since it is Black Friday we’ll probably hide in the apartment, maybe go see a matinee.  We’ll see how we feel.

This weather is great sleeping weather.  Hopefully I can get my brain to shut up with my super-duper long to-do list and I can sleep soon.