harumph

Day 2 without the boyfriend, I did some cleaning after work.  I need to do laundry tomorrow before work.  Mom had the machines full so I couldn’t start it tonight.

I miss him.  So not okay with this.  I want to call him and it’s sooooo not fair.  I hope he calls me soon so I know how he’s doing.  I can’t wait for the next 3 weeks to pass so that I can see him again, even if it is only for 4 days.  Baby steps.  First, 3 weeks, then real deployment but even that I’m trying to break down into more manageable ‘goals’.  For starters, my birthday and vacation weekend in July, then Ren Fair upstate with Kay some time in September as well as Isaac and my one year anniversary at the end of the month, October is Isaac’s birthday, then of course November is Thanksgiving and you have the other assorted holidays thereafter.  Since right now we expect him to be home some time in February I figure that will give me smaller increments to look forward to and help the time pass by faster.  *crosses fingers*   I hope he does come home in February or there abouts.  It would be nice to have at least an approximate time-frame to look forward to.