broken and tired

So I mentioned Gabe a few entries back (guy with heavy body mods).  Well we don’t talk often but last night he and a friend of his came over and hung out with me in the hot tub.  Things between me and Gabe got pretty heated.  I have bruises all over my neck now, but they’re the good kind and completely invisible.  The boy likes to play rough and I was LOVING it last night.  He beat my neck, my shoulders, my back, my breasts; he pulled my hair; he grabbed my hips; he ran his nails across my skin; just did everything right!  I wish things had gone further but on the other hand I’m glad they didn’t because I’d probably be hating myself right now if they had.  Why?  Because boy hasn’t returned a single message all day.  >_> …<_<….o_O   Yeah.  But he left his boxers here so he either has to talk to me eventually or I get to keep them.  Haha.  I mean flat out though, it hurts to move my head and neck right now, the bruises are that bad.  But getting those bruises was Ah-MAZ-ing!!!

Other than that, not much going on lately.  Same shit, different day basically.  I’ve work the last week straight, work tomorrow morning too.  Then I’m off on Friday.  That will be pretty nice.  I have got to get stuff done around the house.  I feel like I only clean my room once a week and it really needs to be cleaned about every day.  I’ll probably be attempting to clean tomorrow afternoon when I get home.  I need to get to bed early-ish tonight though since I have to be up at the crack of dawn.  Ugh.  Oh well.  Money is money and I need it in boatloads so I can’t complain too much.

 

 

 

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