breaking the silence

I’m still alive.  Finals are done and now I’m just waiting on my grades to get posted.  7 days until graduation is unbelievable.  But there it is and I don’t quite know what to do about it. 

Quinn left for home on Thursday.  We spent every night together basically for the last 2 weeks.  It was nice to spend so much time with someone who was great company and great in bed and just over all a great package.  I wish I’d had more time but I also know that more time would have meant that we’d be hanging out under different circumstances.  He would have been in a very bad place after the Big Break-up with his ex.  He was apparently not a very nice person and nothing like the Quinn I have come to like so much.

He’s agreed to go with me to the wedding in June and that’s probably a big deal.  I’ve been telling his friends about how things are between is (we have several mutual friends) and they all seem to agree that it’s kind of not his normal behavior.  They’re pretty amused by it all actually.  I just get butterflies in my stomach when I talk to him.  I totally enjoy the experience.  People say that we both seem happier together.  We’re good for each other.  People say all kinds of things like that.  They say they hope we make it through the summer.  I don’t know why they say that.  There isn’t a ‘we’ to make it through the summer.  But there may be a ‘we’ at the end of the summer if things continue down the way they were starting the last couple of months.  But c’est la vie.  We’ll see.

I’m not up to writing anything else right now.  Maybe tomorrow I’ll write some more.

~*~*~Blessed Be~*~*~