Breaking down

I feel fucking alone right now. Shitty weekend and all I want is to curl up and cry and have someone stroke my hair and tell me it’ll be okay. Where is Isaac? I don’t fucking know but he won’t answer a single text. Do you know how fucking frustrating that is especially when I am quite obviously looking for someone to talk to?!?! It just makes this completely god awful weekend even worse.
Why the fuck am I dating again!? I always end up getting hurt because guys are fucking tools!! I haven’t had a real conversation with this man since Wednesday and yea honestly I am really starting to question the whole dating thing. Yes I am that insecure particularly when I have had a bad day (or days as in this case) and I flat out say “I am in a bad mood because of x”. You are damn skippy I want a response. If I further say I want his attention, sorry but yeah that means I want your attention even if it is just to say “sorry baby. I will call as soon as I finish”. But no response, really????
God!!!! I am ready to tell him to take his dog tags and shove them where the sun don’t shine!
Way to make my weekend even worse jerkface!!!

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