Birthday

Yes folks, today is the anniversary of the day I decided to grace the world with my presence.  After 26 long and eventful years, I am proud to say I did not spend this year’s birthday as I normally do.  Bored/alone/lonely, contemplating my place in the universe, the meaning of my life, all the hows and whys of my life….

Yeah I’m a loser I know.

I spent this year at the amusement park with my beloved aunt and we rode rollercoasters, caught some shows, shopped, ate, basically had a great time!  I got a few messages as the day went on from a few friends and from some family.  My Facebook got a ton of birthday love which is nice at least.  

Now I’m home, tired but content with the day, ready to wash away a day’s worth of sweat and uckiness from walking around in humid 90+ degree weather then getting rained on.  I have a ton of pictures to upload plus some videos but I think they’ll wait until tomorrow.

The one thing that would have made this day really perfect was to actually hear from Isaac.  I texted him, sort of poking him.  He immediately texted back happy birthday but yeah, I’m annoyed, really frustrated, and yeah, hurt.  I know he’s busy and all but really, nothing?  All day until now when I’ve texted him hi.  I didn’t get flowers even and he has the address to send them to.  All you have to do is call an 800-number these days and he has a phone.

*sigh*  I feel another rant coming on but I won’t go there, not right now.  I’m trying to hold onto all of the good from today and take that with me to bed.  I’ll deal with the bad tomorrow, when maybe it won’t hurt as much.