attempts
So I’m attempting to update. I’m giving myself a 10 minute window to do this so I’m not sure how much I can actually update in that. There’s been a lot going on though to be honest the majority of it is emotional and school.
Graduation is only a month away, exactly to the day. I will be walking across that stage and accepting my degree and I will be bawling my eyes out, not gonna lie. I have to start packing soon. And I have to start now because I have to take as much as possible home this weekend so that come May there is less for my family to take back while I part ways with them and go to Florida. Yes, my family is taking most of my stuff home for me and it will sit in my room until further notice basically. Which means that this weekend I also have to go home and pack all of my summer clothes and such to bring back with me to school to RE-pack in May. Yeah it’s very complicated. It wasn’t my plan and I claim no part in it. It’s my family planning around me which always seems to get really complicated for some reason.
As for the sorority. Things are ok. We had a few more shakey moments and another sister de-affiliated for bogus reasons but whatever. It’s on her not us. We are all very upset with her behavior lately and this last blow was pretty much the icing on the cake. As of this Sunday it won’t matter to me, I’ll be an alum (so weird to think that too) and I will be free to pick and choose what events I go to for the rest of the semester. I’m not going to flat out abandon them though and I’m already making lists and plans of stuff that I want to do for them in the fall to help get ready for recruitment and open houses. Yeah I am that much of a dork.
Classes suck and I’m still worried about not passing. My friends insist it is my paranoia but I can’t help it. These are hard freaking classes and the story of my life is to have something I want within my grasp and then it bounces off my fingertips and I end up falling hard on my face or my ass, one or the other.
(3 minutes left)
Little is doing well. She is stressed too but that’s because her boss is an alum of our chapter and a b!tch who can’t keep her nose out of our business and wants to be in the middle of everything and we don’t let her. She’s alum, and she’s a PITA, end of story. But she has found out her assignment for next year and she’ll be in a different hall with a new, and much easier-going boss so she will be fine.
As for Hunter, no word, at all. We pass each other and smile and say hi and that’s about it. Jayson has been on my last nerve for a while too. But I’m trying to be nice to him so I may spend some time with him tomorrow or today, I haven’t decided. I have a lot to pack still and I haven’t started. But I may just get a late start out tomorrow and pack tomorrow anyways. Much easier that way I think. Plus I can focus more on that then.
As for Quinn, things are going ok. We aren’t dating, I had someone say something about it but the truth is we’re not. We are friends but more than friends. I guess that weird friends that hook up thing but it’s more than that too. He wants to be with me but there is this other girl that he has wanted to be with for a while and she has been giving him mixed signals for a while and now she is trying to play games. I don’t like her much from what I’ve seen of her. And from what I’ve asked people that know her she is not a very nice person anyway and like to have guy’s attention but without wanting to date them. She just wants the attention. But I’m letting Quinn do his own thing where she is concerned although I may talk to him about possibly just trying out the ‘couple’ thing until the end of the semester since it’s only a month away. And we practically are anyway. But I know that would interefere with his whole gameplan with this other girl (again, don’t see much there but he feels it’s a shot he has to take and I know how that feels). I may talk to him about it, may not. Haven’t decided yet. And I have definitely gone over my 10 minute mark now. But that’s what I meant by my life has been pretty hectic. That’s really only the tip of the iceberg.
This was just supposed to be a recap to let you all know I’m not dead yet, lol, and look how it turned out….good grief.
~*~*~Blessed Be~*~*~
