a kiss goodnight
Quick entry before I have to go to work. My finger is stiff so typing hurts, the other reason this will be brief (I smashed my finger with a hammer yesterday, my finger is a pretty shade of blue/purple now but it’s not broken, just really really bruised).
Went out to karaoke last night for Costume Karaoke with the gang. It was a lot of fun. Some of us ended up leaving and heading over to Grady’s (which is across the way from the bar we do karaoke at but it was raining so we drove instead of walked). Ran into this super hot guy and managed to get him to cover and hang out with us. One of the guys ended up cock-blocking me. Turns out he’d been flirting with me all night and I’d just been my normal dense self and hadn’t noticed. Whoops.
So flirted with new boy and sort of flirted with newly-revised-category friend. He (the friend) and one of our other friends walked me and Kelsy to the car since it was raining. Friend continues to flirt with me as he makes sure I get into the car safely (the parking lot was super slippery since the temp dropped fast and it had been raining all day, btw, snow forecast already, really?? Holy cow!) because I’m wearing super slinky boots with very sharp heels. I turn and hug him goodbye, he said something to me so I looked up at him and then he started to lean down to make his move.
I had a split second of WTF before I leaned up and gave him a quick chaste kiss and scampered into the car.
No we didn’t exchange numbers. We see each other every week and I’m not sure what to make of last night. 1. I have seen this guy every week for the last 4-5 months but never really spoken to him. Spoken to all of our mutual friends but never to him. 2. It was the Friday before Halloween so of course there was alcohol involved. We all know how I feel about that. So we’ll see I guess. Either we’ll see each other tomorrow night at Kelsy’s party or next Friday at karaoke. Not sure how it will be but oh well.
I’ve sworn myself to celibacy and to no more dating. I will hold myself to those vows. Not until I meet a guy who’s worth dating. Or ever again basically since my standards are no so freaking high that I doubt the guys who could really get me to commit doesn’t exist.
Okay, time to head to work. Yippee, working in the rainy gray weather when I’ve only managed 5 hours of sleep…again. And I get to come home and do homework before the party too. I don’t think I’ll go in costume, I’m just exhausted and I don’t think I have it in me to put something together.