Might as well

I’m a little disappointed with my boobs.  I seem to have plateaued at a B cup.  It’s a respectable B cup, and I’m proud to say that they look normal and natural, unlike those of some other transgirls I’ve seen.  But still, I wanted more than this. If this really does end up being it, I might consider implants.  Is that crazy of me?  It probably is.  I’d probably eventually talk myself out of it.

Jason is moving in with us.  Jason is my little sister’s boyfriend, father of her baby (hopefully). Sometime in the next few weeks, his job in NY is coming to an end and he is moving to Boston to be close to my sister.  It was actually Guy who suggested he stay with us.  He doesn’t have a lot of money and our rent is cheap (because my father and Susan pay half of it).  So now we will split the remaining half three ways and it ends up being a pretty great deal for Jason.

But I’m not sure what that really means for us.  It probably means my sister will be staying here most nights.  I’m fine with that, but what about a few months from now, when they have a baby?  Will I have a crying baby waking me up every night? My sister will not be "officially" moving in with us because my moms have made it clear she wants her living at home until she is done with high school, which I suppose is completely reasonable.

Jason is a nice enough guy, though I do wonder sometimes about his judgment. Why does he stay with my sister when he is aware that she had cheated on him several times?  I understand wanting to take care of his child with her, but I wonder how many times he really thinks he can forgive her and move on. 

He is also a nudist.  My sister met him at that nudist summer camp she went to.  I’m sure that Guy and I won’t really care if he walks around the place naked.  We are often in some state of undress at home ourselves.  Though I wonder if he’ll be less likely to show off his stuff when he is living with a bisexual guy and a transgirl.  Maybe it won’t matter to him.  He never seemed to have an issue whatsoever with treating me as a girl when I started transitioning.  

Getting ready to start school again.  I have added a second major.  Womens Studies.  I realize that it doesn’t really translate into a job or anything, but I was really enjoying the classes I was taking and I decided I might as well turn it into a major.