Entire body

Guy and i have been having vaginal sex for about two months now.  I was definitely a little worried about it at first, but my surgeon said it was fine.  Guy was gentle at first, and it really felt a bit uncomfortable, kind of like the first time having anal.  I knew there was some pleasure to be found there somewhere, but it was hard to get over the discomfort.  We used lots of lube.

After some practice it became more enjoyable for both of us.  When I would masturbate I could feel myself getting very aroused and close to orgasm, but during sex that didn’t happen.  I enjoyed the closeness of the sexual act with Guy, but I wasn’t getting very aroused.  When I talked to him about that, he started helping me masturbate before and during sex.  I guess it would just be considered foreplay, but it felt like it was all about my pleasure.  He would use his fingers and his tongue on me and constantly ask for feedback about how it felt and what he should change.  It was nice, but it kind of took the romance out of it.

Then something changed.  Not exactly sure what it was, but one day he slid himself inside of me and it was extremely arousing.  It was a powerful feeling unlike anything else before.  Better than masturbation.  I told him that it felt great and he should keep doing what he was doing.  

I could feel myself getting more and more aroused, and close to orgasm, but I never expected to have an orgasm.  I hadn’t had a single orgasm since the surgery.  Not even while masturbating.  I was starting to get worried that it wasn’t going to happen.  Maybe I had lost my ability to cum (which isn’t impossible to consider at all after reassignment surgery).

But I was getting close this time.  He was on top of me in the missionary position.  My legs were pulled back.  I kept feeling closer and closer to orgasm and then suddenly the most amazing thing happened.  It was genuinely amazing.  It was like nothing I’ve ever felt before, easily 20 times better than any orgasm I ever had with my penis.  The best way to describe it would be that when I had an orgasm with my penis all the pleasure was focused at my penis.  When I had an orgasm with my vagina, it was throughout my entire body.  I felt it in my arms and legs, fingers and toes.  I literally screamed with pleasure like a porn star.  It lasted probably a full minute and afterward I was shaking and numb and I started crying with happiness.  

Is this what it’s like to cum as a woman?  I had no idea how great it was.