don’t stop

just a year past the beginning of closure and things seem so distant. 
 peace is buried, with a restless unease just below the surface.  something should happen, when will it all shatter again?
i sit with my hair in my face wondering what to be, where to focus. 
i embrace the crazineess of life becasue when sanity appears i can see the gaps in my life that i am so desperatly trying to bridge. 
keep the pace, keep running, keep trucking, keep going, keep breathing, keep smiling, keep laughing,
this becomes my mantra. 
don’t stop, don’t stop, don’t stop
or the darkness may catch up with you and you find you are all alone with friends nearby.