Raining here…

Hmm I can’t help but wonder if rain brings sadness? Or maybe I just have so many memories of being with my best friend on rainy days having a movie day and I realize in the rainy day moment that it will never happen again.

Wow… Or maybe for me its symbolic to 5 years being washed away..

Anyone else knows what it’s like to not be able to be someone’s peace so they have to find it elsewhere.

Man! How do you live without them being in your life.  So many thoughts that I will have to get out whether good, bad, sad, or happy… But happy isn’t on my radar.