You were a child crawling on your knees…

Hi,

Ok so have been thinking a lot about new life recently and the absolute comitment of having little ones. Jesus christ, I am so glad that Daisy has decided we will wait to have babies… It’s not that I don’t want them because I really want them, it’s just that at the moment I am far too selfish. I like to do what I want when I want and I want to enjoy my marriage with just us two in it before we start adding numbers.

Hayley and Ellis find out today when their son will be plucked from the womb. It is so unbelieveably odd to think that Ellis and Hayley will soon be parents. I have no questions in my mind about Ellis as a father, he is made to be a dad and I know he will be a great one. Just listening to him talk about how much he is in love with the little bump is sooo heart warming. I wish them every happiness and a successful c section.

But it is weird, Ellis as a father, Ellis with a family and responsibilities that will cloak him until the grave. It’s a beautiful thing, but it is nonetheless a sign that we are inevitably ageing….that time is moving on and our childhood grows as ever more distant! Ellis’ dad was a crap father and I just pray that he will make a better grand father.

I know one thing is certain and that is that little Oscar Davies is lucky to be surrounded by so much love, he will arrive in this world loved and wanted beyond his own comprehension and that is a lovely thought.

Hmmm what else have I been up to? Well mum, Mark and Courtney are off to Vegas at 4pm so fingers crossed the flights are safe ones and that they have a great time. I need to do some gardening today and remember that I am looking after the dog and have to feed and walk her this week as a priority. Also have to feed Ashton (hopefully he can walk himself)

Speak soon….

xxx