The Note Hore’s broken heart…

Yes, I know its mis-spelt. That’s the point. I’m the note hore. I got the name from a comment I said about my friend kervalynt’s open diary entry. Everyone now calls me the Note Hore because saying my name and hore in a sentence is funny. But that’s not the point of todays entry no. Todays entry is about being broken hearted. This guy who has been one of my closest friends for awhile hurt me the other day. He always has said I love you to me all the time. Then this weekend I find out that he has a girlfriend. He didn’t have the guts to tell me. Another friend had to tell me. It killed me. Because I honestly loved him back. I let myself get hurt it seems like. I knew I shouldn’t of let myself get caught up in his words. I knew that he would hurt me in the end. Thats all he does. He hurts a lot of people. But yet I still let it happen. I haven’t been able to find it in me to break down yet. I’m dealing by ignoring him right now.That’s only because I don’t know how to deal with the situation at this very moment and when I do I’ll handled it then but this is the only way I know how. Thank you and Good Afternoon.