The Lunch Hour Rush

Actually it is lunch time, but there is no rush. I just was sitting here trying to think of a good title for this entry. Because well I got good news. Dad got a job. Which is so releaving. I feel so much better. He’s working at Curtis Dyna Fog again. He worked there before his last job. I was just so afraid that it would be awhile before he found another job.

I think that’s my problem. I worry way to much. And no one knows it or they do they just don’t see how it is a seroius problem for me. But yeah I’m just glad dad got a new job. If no one noticed I was my usual talktive cheery self as of late. I mean yeah I’ll talk but I’ve just not really been how do you say, Sonjaesq. Like I usually am. It’s hard to describe what has been going on in my head as of late.

But at least there is one thing less to worry about. Now to worry about getting a car and all that fun stuff. So I can get to college and all that. I can’t wait. It should be great. It should be fun. But we all know I’ll worry all through that too. Just like I worrid through the whole thing of not getting a job and not getting into college and not finding love and the list goes on. I do worry to much. I need to find a way to keep me from not worrying to much. It’s a good day. I think I may celebrate a little today.

Never lose hope because what is ment to happen happens. Hope is just a way to hold on to bring just a bit of relief to ones life

~Sonja~

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October 1, 2001

i worry a lot about things i shouldn’t. i get all worked up about stuff and then it turns out to be just fine. i have that problem a lot, but i’m getting better. i think adam has a lot to do with it, but i still go through phases where i worry all the time. if ya need to talk about you know how to reach me. take care :o)

October 1, 2001

i worry a lot about things i shouldn’t. i get all worked up about stuff and then it turns out to be just fine. i have that problem a lot, but i’m getting better. i think adam has a lot to do with it, but i still go through phases where i worry all the time. if ya need to talk about you know how to reach me. take care :o)

October 1, 2001

i worry a lot about things i shouldn’t. i get all worked up about stuff and then it turns out to be just fine. i have that problem a lot, but i’m getting better. i think adam has a lot to do with it, but i still go through phases where i worry all the time. if ya need to talk about you know how to reach me. take care :o)

October 1, 2001

gettting worked up over stuff means you care. i have been feeling weird lately myself, but i talked with someone and thought about it alot last night and it helped. and maybe we should go car shopping together, lol! -adam

October 1, 2001

gettting worked up over stuff means you care. i have been feeling weird lately myself, but i talked with someone and thought about it alot last night and it helped. and maybe we should go car shopping together, lol! -adam

October 1, 2001

gettting worked up over stuff means you care. i have been feeling weird lately myself, but i talked with someone and thought about it alot last night and it helped. and maybe we should go car shopping together, lol! -adam