My Night Last Night

It was fun. It actually honestly was fun. I hung out with the boys. And for once I got treated like a girl. You have no idea how nice that is. Last night I went to the Danger Room with King, Cox, Andy, and Adam. They taught me a new card game. It was awesome. I want to play it again sometime. I really enjoyed it. Then after that we went and saw Jay and Silent Bob. Which that movie just kicked butt. I didn’ wint the powerball and afterwards we went to Andys where Jess came over (Adam’s girlfriend) and she chilled with us for awhile then left. But it was sweet as awesome dude. I got to play a little bit of video games when they let me. And I just enjoyed myself.

But mainly I enjoyed the conversation I had on the way to Andy’s house with Mat. I almost started crying. I didn’t realize how close I was letting myself get to the problems of the so called “posse.” We talked about it and we talked about some of his problems. It was nice. I mean other then that last night. I didn’t have to deal with anything that’s going on right now. And I like that. I enjoyed that so much because I’ve realized I don’t want to deal with that anymore. I don’t want to deal with any of this anymore. It’s just gone made crazy. And you know what I’m going to stop right now. There’s no point in going on about it. My life is far to nice and happy for that one.

The world use to be so pretty but then things got ugly and where it all went I just don’t know.

~Sonja~