It’s Just Weird…

How things are going down lately. I just don’t understand people. How someone could hurt so many people. How so many people could be effected by one persons hurt so much. Yet some of us still turn back to that person. It just makes no sense to me. Breaking the chain use to be so easy but now its so hard. Sigh it’s been to long my old friend.

Writing use to come so easy. But when I have things to write about that I can’t really write about, it kills me. Because I can’t really say the things I know. Because some other people aren’t suppose to know. And it kills me not to write the truth. It kills me not to get the prespective. I mean there are people I talk to outside of this place. But I can’t talk to them right now cause they’re away and here I am. I’m just so confused, so so so very confused.

The world was perfect when I was younger. Nothing phased me as it does now. I miss the days of young innocence.

~Sonja~