If Only I Knew…

If only I knew if he liked me or not. We talked on the phone again last night. But I had called to apologize for not being at the game. Sarah’s Karate thing ran to like 9 and then we went to Taco Bell afterwards. Then when we got home I called to tell him I was sorry about what had happened. He told me the game had gotten canceled so it was okay. We talked for like an hour and a half. It was so nice, I like talking to him. It’s really easy to talk to him about things that aren’t so easy to talk about with other people. There’s just something about the way he talks to me that makes me feel special and good inside. I just wish I knew if he liked me or not. I’ll be thinking that all through prom. Does he like me? or Does he not like me? I mean we are going to prom as friends. But I don’t know if he likes me more then a friend. It just drives me crazy wondering if he does or if he doesn’t.

Oh man yesterday was so great, though. Sarah drove her car into a ditch after school with me in it. It was great. We hit a fence. I loved every minute of it. Sarah and the guy, Chris she was taking home, was sitting up front. And I was sitting in the back with Elizabeth. Elizabeth and I weren’t noticing anything we were just talking like usual and bam we like jumped when the car hit the fence. The roads were slick yesterday. We walked to Chris’s house to call someone to get us. Well Elizabeth’s old boyfriend Kevin came and that’s when a police officer showed up. We were going to go back to Sarah’s house and ask her parents who we should call to get the car out of the ditch. But the police took care of that. But it took like 3 hours for us to get back to like Sarah’s house. Probably more like 2 hours cause we like got there at Five then turned around and left for her Karate thing. Then I came home and talked to the guy of my dreams.

It was such a nice day. I wish all days could be like yesterday.