I Cut Myself….

To feel better about the things I don’t have in my life. I do it to make myself feel because sometimes I can’t feel pain and tonight when I cut myself I couldn’t feel a thing. It feels so good to do it. It feels so good to do it. I mean why bother to actually care if I accidently cut to deep. I mean it’s not like I see any of my friends anymore. It’s not like I have a boyfriend to worry about me. It’s not like my family actually ever sees me. It’s always just….me. And I don’t like it just me. So it’s my solution to feeling something other then completely alone is pain. I’m such a genious. I really am.

The truth is I should of never told you my feelings because everything was better unsaid and less awkward.

~Sonja~

-Princess Of All Things Nice

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I know it feels good, it is an addiction that isn’t worth it and don’t you dare think no one cares, people always care

I know it feels good, it is an addiction that isn’t worth it and don’t you dare think no one cares, people always care

I know it feels good, it is an addiction that isn’t worth it and don’t you dare think no one cares, people always care

That’s nice and all, but I think some good drugs would make ya feel more than pain can. Or maybe that’s just the drugs talking… DOH!

That’s nice and all, but I think some good drugs would make ya feel more than pain can. Or maybe that’s just the drugs talking… DOH!

That’s nice and all, but I think some good drugs would make ya feel more than pain can. Or maybe that’s just the drugs talking… DOH!

Sometimes cutting yourself is used to help yourself call out to people. You don’t want to admit it, but it’s a call to anyone who is listening to help. I used to cut myself all the time, but now it’s only a thought that appears in my mind when I’m upset. I have lots of scars, they are fading slowly, but I know your pain, and I hope someone reaches out for you.

Sometimes cutting yourself is used to help yourself call out to people. You don’t want to admit it, but it’s a call to anyone who is listening to help. I used to cut myself all the time, but now it’s only a thought that appears in my mind when I’m upset. I have lots of scars, they are fading slowly, but I know your pain, and I hope someone reaches out for you.

Sometimes cutting yourself is used to help yourself call out to people. You don’t want to admit it, but it’s a call to anyone who is listening to help. I used to cut myself all the time, but now it’s only a thought that appears in my mind when I’m upset. I have lots of scars, they are fading slowly, but I know your pain, and I hope someone reaches out for you.

Sonja I am going to beat you up for that, but that means I would have to beat myself up as well…

Sonja I am going to beat you up for that, but that means I would have to beat myself up as well…

Sonja I am going to beat you up for that, but that means I would have to beat myself up as well…

November 26, 2001

i have nothing to say.. for if i did.. i would be a hypocrite..

November 26, 2001

i have nothing to say.. for if i did.. i would be a hypocrite..

November 26, 2001

i have nothing to say.. for if i did.. i would be a hypocrite..

Maybe you should call yourself the “Princess of Hypocrisy”, because you fly high one minute and crash and burn the next. I think you’re so wrapped up in yourself, that you’re not seeing the people who actually care about you (I think you could have pushed some of them away already). Think about it; you don’t have to be suffering. You’re doing this to yourself. -BB

Maybe you should call yourself the “Princess of Hypocrisy”, because you fly high one minute and crash and burn the next. I think you’re so wrapped up in yourself, that you’re not seeing the people who actually care about you (I think you could have pushed some of them away already). Think about it; you don’t have to be suffering. You’re doing this to yourself. -BB

Maybe you should call yourself the “Princess of Hypocrisy”, because you fly high one minute and crash and burn the next. I think you’re so wrapped up in yourself, that you’re not seeing the people who actually care about you (I think you could have pushed some of them away already). Think about it; you don’t have to be suffering. You’re doing this to yourself. -BB