Healing a borken heart…

Yesterday I was in pain. Today I’m hearling and learing to deal with my pain. I saw him every turn I took today. It hurt when I saw him but I went on ignoring him. He hasn’t quite got it yet that I’m not paying attention to him. He doesn’t seem quite to notice that I make sure our eyes don’t meet in the hallway. I don’t know how to handle this. I’ve never really found a way to quite deal with a broken heart. I wish I knew how to go to him and say you hurt me? Why? Why didn’t you tell me you were going out with her? I would of understood. But no I have to hear from a close friend that he’s seeing someone else and all the I love you’s mean nothing. Nothing! I tell you. All I’m left with is the pecies of a broken heart that needs put back together. I wait again for someone to come along and help me fix the pecies and help me find myself again and bring me out of my haze.