Despairing Slumber

Despair is my passion
A life long pain
Uncertain of myself
My dreams waste away
Sleeps become so toxic
Leaving nothing as it seems
Breaking me away
Jolted back to life
I leave slumber
Back to my falselyhood
Alone, by oneself
Never was this cold
Buried beneath self pity
Crying outloud
Wishing the Pain Away

Don’t worry this was just me venting in writing at work the other night on my break.

~Sonja~