And I find myself…

I find myself looking back to Freshmen year, when I looked up to all the seniors. When my best guy friend wasn’t such a freak. When I was just a toddler coming to my first day of school. All these memories of that year rushed to my mind today when someone said I just hate freshmen. Why do we say that so? I mean I know we don’t hate all freshmen but most we do. Is it because they’re still young and unaware of what is coming? Maybe we all are envious of what they have. They get to act immature and get away with it. As a senior you can get away with being immature but it’s always in a mature fashion. All of us seniors seem to be mellow. Not hyper and not bummed out. But in the middle, that’s where you find all of us. We don’t seem to mind wasting away. And tomorrow our consulers will be coming to talk to us Seniors about college and life after High School. The same thing they have said to us year after year. Personally I think they should do this in Gov. and Econ. and the Senior English classes. But no that would be to easy for them to do. Now this stupid thing is running over my precious seminar time when I could be going to Mr. Kenely’s Lit. Mag meeting. But no I have to listen to them talk about what we plan on doing. My goodness high school sucks! Thank God this is my last year.