FEAR of Flying

SOO…tomorrow is my last day in town. Im stoked. But THIS is my last entry.

I leave Wednesday…3 months and I haven’t seen CJ. And now…after all this time…we’ll be back together again. I can’t even express how excited I am. I could, but you couldn’t hear me screaming right now. Haha. I really am a happy camper.

Althooooough….there is only one thing standing in my way of it all. My FEAR of flying…

That’s right…I am a COMPLETE wuss when it comes to being on an airplane. I hate flying. I get so darn terrified. I don’t know why, honestly. I’ve been all over the globe. I just…have this horrible fear of it. I get a bad panic attack when Im on the plane.

There was one time, on the way back from our honeymoon…we were delayed, SITTING ON THE PLANE, for over an hour, when the flight attendant got on, and in the most cheerful voice, informed us that our left engine was leaking heavy amounts of oil, that they were gonna "patch it up real quick" and we’d be on our way…. O.O… omg.. I started crying. I doubled over on that little fold out tray, and balled into my arms. CJ was rubbing my back and telling me we’d be fine…but if you know where Im coming from, then you know there’s not much you can do to overcome it.

GET THIS…the lady behind me was on her cell phone saying "Haha, I just thought I’d call. This’ll probably be the last time we talk, since our plane is leaking and stuff, hahahahaha. We’re totally gonna die, look for us on the news!!"….

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Okay…so I get up on my knees, bent over the chair, so as to address her personally. I must have looked a MESS. My makeup was runny and stuff… And I said "Listen carefully… I have the WORST fear of flying, and I swear, if you don’t turn that phone off, I’m going to reach back here and slap you so hard, the phone will be embedded in your face"…     She goes "Iiiiii gotta go, bye" and then turned it off…

I am SO afraid of flying, and, obviously, it brings out the worst in me. XD   

Say prayers for me!! Please..