Update that will blow your mind

Okay well first off I am now living with my boyfriend (aka Paul)….

Wanna no why? Well I will tell you. So I started living with my sister about a month ago cause living pay check to pay check was killing me. So my mother offered to take my 4 pets and my sister offered for me to live in her home rent free to pay off some stuff and save money to get back out there. So yeah less then a week of me living at my sisters my mother was on my ass telling emto get rid of the animals. That pissed me off and got us into a lot of fights. When mothers day came around I was working. I decided to get my sister and mother something from work so when I was finished work I called both they’re phones numbers of times and no one picked up. Finally my sister picks up the house phone ‘Rudely’! So I asked her what she was doing and she said she was with our mother and that she was cooking dinner. So I was like well I will be there in like 40 mins. So when I get there no one says anything to me. They where all sitting down eating (aka my sister, her son, her bf, my mother and step dad), no one had anything for me to eat and no one offered. So I went to go into the kitchen to cut bread and my sister says to my mother ‘Shes making a mess in the kitchen’…..WTF! Okay that pissed me off you try to make me feel welcome in your home but yet you have to make comments like that. I fucken didnt make a mess and made sure that the bread was put away and shit. So then later my nephew was running around screaming his head off and I was like ‘sit josh’ my sister yelled at me and was like ‘dont command him like a dog’ I fucken lost it and left. I love my nephew more then anyone in this world. Of course he is not a dog. What the fuck. So then I left for a few hours. I went to her dads and just got high. I never felt so fucken out of place in my whole life. So for the week that went by I stayed at Pauls for a few days. When I got back last Saturday (Long weekend) I wanted to talk to my sister about why the bitchness all week? (I was the one who should only be the bitch) Anyways I went on her e-mail account and found e-mails of my sister and my mother writing shit about how I was not going to pay rent cuz I have been over with Paul for the last few days and saying that I was strange. Also my mother said to my sister ‘Just be happy thats she is leaving’ So I got mad. Cuz I remember clearly my sister saying that when I HAD money I would pay her $100 here and there. Well I had no fucken money SO FUCK HER. SO I sent a text about the money thing and about mothers day and she sent a text saying ‘I told you not 2 command Josh like a dog. Your the one who called me a bitch! U no what fuck the money! U are a Selfish girl. Use it 2 help you mover. all I did was try 2 help you when no one else would! U make me so mad’…..I got mad at that and sent a text saying it wasn’t just about that it was the other comment that she made and that you want the hundred then keep the $40 you owe me for watching your kid and I will give the rest. So she fucken sends a text and was like ‘I dont owe you 40 I owe you 20….stay with Paul if u stay there most of the time anyways?’ Anyways that’s some of the texts and like sure I stayed at Pauls a bit…..but amazing sleeping on a pull out couch working over time………YOU dont sleep well. So I stayed at Pauls a few times to get a GOOD SLEEP! Now when I texted her again she came out of no where and was like you no how I feel about drinking!!!!!!!!!!! Hold on a fucken min. I drink a case of 6 BEERS in 3 days. That’s would be 2 beers a day and I only bought 2 cases in a month……….SO what the fuck is wrong with that. I never heard my sister ONCE say HEY no beer in my house. Of course I would not bring it into her home if that’s what she wanted. So fuck her. She was looking for reasons to be mad at me. I told her that and she was like well I don’t drink when Josh is there. WHICH is bullshit she noz that. So whatever. When she got home at 12:30am we started yelling. She was like your drunk get out of my face. I only had 3 beers in like 5 hours BLOW ME! I wasn’t fucken drunk. So she kept shoving me which took a lot for me not to crack her one I tell you. She was saying so much bullshit. She was like I told you….you could live her if you paid shit off…..got help, stop drinking and saved money……Well loser I am on a waiting list for therpy……my visa is paid off………cant save money yet got some other shit to pay off.  Also I never agreed NOT to drink. It was to be SMART with drinking. So what if I have a beer her and there to relax. I haven’t got drunk in FOREVER. I even stopped smoking. She told me to get out of her house and got me so pissed I ended up telling her man that she cheated on him……….That got her mad and she pushed me and I hit her in the face then she punched me so hard in the face my lip broke open and blood colored my teeth nicely. I am A LOT bigger and I got her real fucken good. She told me to get out and I could NEVER see my nephew again. Now you are wondering WHY WOULD SHE TELL HER MAN ABOUT HER CHEATING ON HIM??? Sure none of my Biz. Well See I was sexual assaulted and every person she dates she tells then EVERYTHING about it. She told her WHOLE side of the family. WHEN I ASKED HER not too. So it was not her place to do so……….PAY BACK!!!!! I have always kept her secrets and always been a good sister. I don’t no what the fuck she is really. SO yeah I left the house and caught every last bus there was to get to Chris’. Paul was in Wasaga so he could not get me. I passed out after smoking up. I was way to worked up that my body just wanted to sleep. So yeah the next morning my mother calls me and I freaked one her about the e-mails everything. I told her a lot of nasty things that have been bugging me for years. God it felt so good I tell yea. I went with Paul that day to get my things. They where ready for me out side where my mother and step day waited. She told me she would keep Tommy but had to find somewhere for the other animals. Of Course not even 2 days later she called and said she wanted them all gone even Tommy……………..Freak! Then yesterday said she would keep Tommy…….What the hell. anyways this was the last e-mail to my bitch sister and the fake one I got back…..My family LOVES to turn shit around and make me the bad seed.

THE E-MAIL:

From: <span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: #cc99ff; FONT-FAMILY: &quo

t;Century Gothic"”>dayna*****@hotmail.com
TO: "Amy Nicole Ashley" <*******************>
Subject:

That’s good Amy that you feel that way and I promise you this is the last e-mail I will ever send you. You have some nerve calling me a whore. As for me going in your e-mail. You wen’t in mine. So like you said what goes around comes around!! As for Bernadette and Julie you can tell them whatever you want about me anyways they haven’t been in my life for years so I won’t miss them. Seriously they haven’t been in yours either so if you think they all of a sudden love you so much then good for you. I am not perfect and I am sorry for all that has happened I never thought the day would come that we would get into a fist fight. I hope that you have all that you want now and that you are truly happy with your decision. You can’t choose your family you just have to love them and deal with the cards you are given. I am glad that Alex is more of a sister than I am. I have nothing against her so I guess it’s okay thatyou feel that way. As far as Josh goes I probablyshouldn’t have said what I said but you made me so mad. Nobody is talking shit to him about you. Yes you did do alot for me in regard to him and I will never forget it nor did I ever say that I ddin’t appreciate all those times you helped me. Obviously i have never helped you oer have done nothing for you in your life so that’s okay. I just want you to no that eventhough all of this has been said and done now that you are my sister and always will be I will love you until the day I die. No matter how you feel about me. I am sorry that is has to come to this.I am sorry that you hate me. I am sorry that that you feel this way about me. Sometimes to much hate in ones heart will kill them. so hopefully one day we can over come all this but if not I wish you all the happiness in the world and if you not talking to me makes you happy then I will give you that happiness. I love you and you will always be my baby sister.I won’t e-mail you again I will respect your wishes.

 

Dana 

From: "Amy Nicole Ashley" <*******************>
To: dayna*****@hotmail.com
Subject: RE:
Date: Sat, 26 May 2007 01:22:37 -0400

Oh by the way dont reply….I hate seeing your name on my e-mail, You mean nothing to me…..Your not family. Family doesnt do what you did. I fucken did so much shit for you when you had Josh. I even left my NEW YEARS party to get YOUR son and take him to MY HOUSE so you could go out……..So I did shit for you…..Fuck that. You did one fucken fav and I did 100s…………………So I am selfish you can fuck yourself. YOu said u would do a fav for me by letting me in your home but yet it was no fav at all…. it took you all of half a week before you made me feel unwelcome…I didn’t feel i did anything wrong and if you thought otherwise you should have said something instead of going right to being a bitch right away.  You didnt give me a chance and all you did was talk shit about me behind my back. I was never even really around, so how bad was I really?  I didnt do anything wrong you just made it a problem in your head for some fucked up reason. You like to hurt everyone….rubbing everything about my past just cuz you got nothing better to do. Telling ppl about my shit when you have no right to do soo…..so for me to tell your man you cheated on him was pay back…………YOu no you did and when he finds out the truth then you will get what you deserve. Anyways Doesnt matter whats done is done. Sure I lost my nephew but by the time I see him again he will learn to hate me from whatever you or mother say to him so I guess it doesnt matter. He was my world you no that….but you and mom no how to take away things that matter the most to me….SO have a good life I guess. If you didnt want to help me you should not have offered……I would have suffered instead of be treated like a no body. Your no better than mom who also OFFERED to take my pets but since day 1 started yelling to me about them and phoning me about them just to make me mad for no reason.  YOu both were so nice to do these things in the beginning and in almost no time at all you both threw it in my face… next time you do someone a favor try making it an actual favor… you both were supposed to help me and you did the exact opposite.  You may think i am ungrateful but the fact is i am worse off now than before you both "helped" and that speaks for itself.  I didn’t do anything and I find you both emailing shit about me behind my back… some family you 2 are…Good bye

!Amy Nicole Ashley 

 

So I would have replied….but I didnt.I will never. The only reason that I ever tried to like the bitch was cuz she had a kid. Be sides that I would have never bothered to get close. Man you dont no that shit I had to deal with. You till this day she still has some way of bring up my sexual assaulter. She has nerve. Errr…….I would hit her one more time if I could. Anyways that was my venting for the day.

 

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y: Arial; mso-fareast-font-family: ‘Times New Roman’; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA”>GOOD BYE!!! Mitts, Prince and TJ…………..God I love you and miss you already!