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It’s been a pretty good weekend.  Friday night, a bunch of us went over to Kevin Larson’s place for a BBQ.  Not too many people showed up, but it was still a fun time.  I actually ended up seeing Erin at the party as well.  But anywho, after the BBQ, we went out to Midway to hit up the batting cages and ride the go-karts.  Joey, Josh, and I ended up riding along with Ashley, the girl who ran the course and maintained the cars.  She told us that there was not to be any bumping, but after she t-boned Josh, war was declared… in short, we had a lot of fun =0) 

Apparently Sarah is upset with me for some reason.  Why?  I have no idea.  She sure seemed fine last time I saw her.  She’s an awesome girl, but she reminds me of me a few years ago.  She just can’t manage to be happy with herself and constantly brings people down with how depressed she acts.  It’s really kind of tiring and annoying at times, but hopefully she’ll come out of that funk eventually. 

I’m horrible at reading women.  I guess that happens when you date one woman for almost 4 years.  I honestly can’t really tell if Erin is all that interested in me.  But you know?  it doesn’t really matter all that much right now anyways.  I’m not all that worried.  I’m trying hard to move on from Beth right now, but it’s definitely not the easiest of all things to do.  It’s hard for me to imagine someone I match with and enjoy being with as much as her.  It’s really hard not to think of her whenever I’m hanging out with any other girl I’m even remotely interested in.  Anyways, I’m in no rush to get involved with anyone, but I sure wish Beth and I could talk some more.  Oh well….