Surgery
It’s been quite a day. I ate way too much junk food. We’re doing a chapter on food in French class and we’re receiving extra points for bringing in french food. Yeah… it’s pretty much mostly desserts. I’m gonna get so fat.
I brought back the trombone to Dr. Knight today. We talked a bit about it and I thanked him for all the help he gave me. He’s a really nice guy. On my way down the stairs going outside I started crying…. I hated walking away from a dream like that. I couldn’t stand it. I have other dreams to achieve and look forward to, though. More important dreams.
I went over to Julies on my break for work and we watched some tv and ate cookie dough. I really don’t think things are going to develop between the two of us. It’s been a blast hanging out with her and all, and she’s a cool friend, but any substance I saw is no longer there. I’m just not interested anymore. Oh well. Jackie came over tonight and we ate some mashed potatoes I’d made. I had 5 pounds of spuds laying in the kitchen that I’d not used yet, so I made a big batch of mashed potatoes complete with oninos, peppers, sour cream, butter, and all the fixins. Man, I made one heck of a batch. It was GOOD. I’ll be eating it for like a week! We watched Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon since she’s been waiting to see it, and of course I cried, but everyone will eventually figure out how incredibly girly I am. It’s not like I care.
I met with the missionaries tonight. We read Alma 34 and discussed it for a while. That was pretty much it, but it was a nice discussion. I’m finding myself becoming unsure about this. I just need more time to figure things out.
Alright, everyone… A demain!
P.S. – The music video the Aquabats made for "Fashion Zombies" blows… but I still love them.
Alma 34…hmmm…it’s a good one. Comforting, to me…and explains a lot about the Atonement and our obligations after receiving and accepting the gospel. I just hope you don’t think you were being condemned by it. I can see where you might think that, based on the language and stuff. Don’t give up…keep praying and reading and figuring out what you’re intended to do. Take care. ~~
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