Oddity

Well, lately I’ve had this strange… almost out of place feeling.  However, it’s been somewhat a good thing.  I’ve been becoming much more comfortable with myself as just a single guy.  I’m happier with myself without having to rely on my significant other nearly as much as I used to.  Anyone who knows me knows how much I hate the single life.  The longest I’ve ever been single since I was 14, was 8 months.  I always had this emotional itch I had to scratch by filling the void with a romantic relationship of some kind.  I can’t say it’s the medication or the time to really straighten things out this summer… but something is happening and as a result I’m much more stable. 

Don’t get me wrong… I still don’t really like being single, but I can feel confident with myself.  I think we all feel lonely at times and wish we had that pair of arms we could just cuddle up inside of… but for once in my life I feel content at least knowing I can be happy and satisfied with myself.  Alright… I’m just getting redundant now.  I think I’m gonna go take a nap. 

Ciao.