Can’t Go Home

Dear Diary,

Well today i have some rotten news. Because of financial implications, not only can’t i have my surgery for my wisdom teeth, but it turns out we won’t be able to come home to Cali in July for my husband’s best friend’s wedding.

I honestly don’t know how i’m going to tell my mother. She is the one who is excited more than anyone else for our return. I don’t know. The surgery i don’t care for much. Its our trip home that is really upsetting me. I was looking forward to home so much.

But i understand, and i suppose it can’t be helped. I think i should wait to be absolutely sure tho, before i say anything to anyone.

*sigh*

That’s all i can say for now i guess.