Gone.

So, I’m in bed alone at 8:23am. It feels very strange to be alone of a moring and to be in our massive bed by oneself. I still expect Elle to come in from the bathroom or the kitchen or something but I know she won’t. I miss her but today Elle has gone back to work. I think she’ll be OK and stick it out, I hope she’ll be OK. She will, won’t she? I can’t believe how worried I am about her. God knows what I’ll be like when it’s m kids going to school…eek…

These past couple of days have been so nice. We’ve not argued at all. It’s been just like the old days. We’ve been just been enjoying each other. Yesterday we just spent most of the day in bed and it was wonderful, it made me realise just how much I love her.