Echo-o-o-o-o-o
OK so, I’ve agreed (and arranged) to go to a S/H support group. I’m going this week, and I’m scared. I don’t really want to go, but I do want to get better, and this could be the first step in the right direction. It’s called Echo. I don’t know why but it doesn’t fill me with confidence. What if they think I’m a freak because of what I do? What if they think I’m just being silly? I’m just scared, really scared. I wish I could just wake up and have everything be normal, have me be normal. I just want to be normal. I just want to be happy.
Today I just wish I could curl up in a corner and cry. I feel like crying. I feel like I could just burst into tears and I don’t know why. I don’t why anymore. I don’t even think I know who I am anymore.
Babe, I feel you. I understand your depression. But whatever this echo is, if it’s a place for you to go and talk and air out your prblms. Go! It can only help
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well you are taking a very huge step in even looking into the group. and i’m sure a lot of people feel the same. though really, that doesn’t help. i know i feel like that with a lot of things and it’s always a little bit of a comfort when i find out it’s ok. I hope you do decide to go and that it’s helpful. i also hope you get a moment to cry. just to release the pressure that’s building up *huggzz*
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Me too. I think I am really down and out right now. I hope this place will help ya get things off ur mind! :HUgs:
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*big hugs* Good luck at the group. I hope you feel better.
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ryn: thanks hun, and yeah, I cant complain about the sex thats for sure!! I just hope we can work this out so we can be together. Well done for enrolling in the s/h support group. Let me know how you get on!! You’re not a freak hun. We all do it. xx
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ryn: and yeah, Emily is fine by me 😉 Makes me feel more anonymous and I’m used to it now when I’m opening up. xx
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what do you mean by a s/h support group? sorry i’m trying to get caught up!
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