Why is this all so confusing?

You made me fall in love with you…is that what you wanted? Because if so…you succeeded.

We’re together all the time…home and work…did you think that we wouldn’t form some kind of bond?

Friends keep asking when we’re gonna get together…”You’re perfect for each other”. Hell, the bartender told me he could see we’re in love with each other but we’re trying to deny it.

So we have a disagreement at the bar that same night…over something silly…and we talk about it all the way home. I just want this to end so I go up to bed and there you are, five minutes later knocking on my door. “I don’t want you to go to bed angry at me”. I try to explain that I’m not but you won’t hear it. Finally I give in and go to the living room with you. We lay on our opposite ends of the couch, like we always do. Heads close together on the pile of pillows in the middle. We talk for 45 minutes, mostly me assuring you I’m not angry, there was nothing to get angry about to begin with, and you finally believe me. I ask if we can just lay there quietly, I’m kinda tired and would be happy just to sleep here. We get quiet for a few minutes. As usual for me (and you know this) I bury my hands under the pillows and suddenly I feel your hands grab mine. I’m confused…you aren’t a touchy-feeley guy. Suddenly your sliding off the couch and kneel in front of me. “Promise me that you’re not mad at me”. I tell you I promise and that’s when you kiss me.

We spend the night together…in your bed…curled up together when we do decide we need some sleep…wrapped up in each other the rest of the time.

That was a week ago love…now what???