Just stop already

I’m sick of it. I’m sick of hearing about it, being asked about it. No, I’m not going to the fucking wedding. Why? Well…how do you politely say “because I think his fiance is a psycho bitch and I hate her”. Cuz I don’t think that answer would fly.

I’m tired of being here. I’m just so unhappy. I should have never…EVER…moved here. Biggest mistake of my life. I can’t wait to get the hell out of here. Leave all the crazy, rude, inconsiderate snobs to their (im)perfect state.

Just take me back to the Midwest. I’m so drained emotionally, I can’t stand it anymore. It’s bad when you can’t even stand being around yourself and that’s kinda how I feel right now.

*sigh*

I’ll be 31 in 3 weeks. I don’t feel old…I’m just tired of not being happy in my life.

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October 21, 2008

*hugs* I don’t know what to say… except do not move back to michigan. there has to be a better state to live in right now, our economy is fu@ked. completely.

October 21, 2008

ryn: it’s ok – i’ve been absent from writing for so long, that no one has any questions. I’m trying to write more – it’s just that i have so much I want to say I don’t even know where to start.

November 29, 2008

ryn: which blackberry do you have? and, do you have to buy the data plans with the blackberry, or can you just have a regular plan? I’m glad you’re not moving to MI – it’s bad here. I hope it’s better in Chicago!

December 1, 2008

ryn: yeah it’s my first tree ever. So far it hasn’t scared my birdies though LOL.