A letter to M that will never be sent

Just in case you didn’t realize it…you suck as a friend. It’s been 2 weeks since we’ve talked…do you know that? Of course you do now because I informed you, but would you have known if I didn’t tell you? I doubt it.

I sent you an email on a Wednesday night telling you that I needed to talk, asking you to call me when you had a few minutes to spare… whenever you get home. That call never came. Two weeks later all I have from you is an email asking how I’ve been.

Do you know that I’ve been hired on full time at my job? Do you know that I’ve been put, after only 3 months, into an assistant supervisor position? Do you know that I’m going to the Alpine and Boston DMB shows this year? No…you don’t know any of this. And there’s so much other stuff that you don’t know about. The roommate problems, my friends mother died, a friend of ours is visiting at the end of the month.

I’m done with it. I’m done being the only one to try, the only one making the effort. I can’t be the one to hold this friendship together. It takes 2 people to make it work and I’m getting no help from your end. So I’ll talk to you when I talk to you. If that happens to be Bonnaroo then so be it.