recovery before and after photos.

yesterdays intake: 725. and thats with 30 min of exercise.

Today’s intake: 230 so far.

I work today so I’ll be on my feet walking around for at least 5 hours. I can either use this as an excuse to eat more cause I’m  being active, or as an excuse to eat less because I am distracted. I think I’m gonna shoot for less. I honestly don’t know.

Last night I had to eat some zuchinni before I went to bed because my stomach was hurting so much I felt like I could vomit. Not good when you’re trying to sleep… Oh I took a recovery before and after photo of myself…

Unfortunately, I don’t  have photos from my lowest weight of 95/96 lbs (bmi 15.03) or my highest of 128 lbs (bmi 20.05). Buuuttt this will do.

Look at my little legs at 100… my thigh is almost the same size as my calf! :O the 116 pound photo on the right is the one I took today. Bleeeeehhh. I don’t carry 116 pounds well at all. Also my face looks fatter, but in a good way.. My face looks very gaunt in the first one. BUT MY LEGS. OMG. I have fucking thunder thighs right now, it’s terrible 😛 I can honestly say I am not proud of my recovery. In fact I resent it entirely. 

I might update more later. I’m not weighing myself til Monday.

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June 3, 2011

I think you look gorgeous in both of them. <3

June 3, 2011

As a straight man, I like the 116 lb photo better. You’re gorgeous either way.

116 is better

June 3, 2011

You look 100% PERFECT now, still thin and beautiful, but healthy as well.

June 3, 2011

Recovery is so hard. But I’d say you look a little too thin at 100.

You look lovely in both, but healthier in the after recovery photo.

June 3, 2011

Not that you’re really gonna care about what I say here but I’ll say it anyway. You still look too thin in 116 photo. Thighs are NOT meant to be the same size as your calves. You do NOT have thunder thighs, my god, nowhere near.

June 3, 2011

you are beautiful, and you are not fat at all. Think about it, it’s only 16 lb difference. You look sick at 100, but this is where I turn into a hypocrite. I love your legs, omg. My stomach feels like I’m going to hurl. fasting for 5 days. 560 in those 5. I wish our stomachs would just get over the fact here is no food. ****ing deal with it.

June 3, 2011

Honestly, you’re a gorgeous girl. But I like you around 116 better. You just look…not happier…but something. Not so hollow and sad maybe? The photos are hard to use as a judge because it’s basically like comparing your legs. haha Plus I just think 116 is a better size for your frame!

i think yu look better at 116.

June 22, 2011

You look like a little kid in the before picture and more glamorous in your recovery picture. Recovery is hard because even small weight gains seem like big ones.