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So I guess this is gonna be one of my only public entries… Mainly cause nothing has happened lately that would require me to go into graphic detail about like I usually do hahahah.

First of the month already??? Damn, November came and went sooo fast. Actually this entire year went by ridiculously fast. Sadly I cannot be excited about this day, because the first of the month is the day my credit card bill is due. 🙁 Ouch.

I went to starbucks today with my best friend. I haven’t seen her in a couple of weeks, its crazy. Over the summer we spent almost every day together and now we’re so busy with school and work there’s hardly time. It was nice though, I told her all about my ridiculous weekend and ridiculous situation I’m in. When am I not in some ridiculous situation though? haha makes life interesting.

Today my mom told me I’ve gained weight. Thanks, biatch, as if I didn’t know that, I’m a mess of eating disorders stuck between rock bottom and rehabilitation and still don’t feel close to normal. But really, thanks for pointing it out.

Today was one of those days I just wanted to stay home all day and smoke a J and blast dubstep all the livelong day. But I fought the urge and went to class. All of them for once. I have about a week and a half left of class, and it flew by. Mainly cause it was the easiest semester, probably ever. Next semester is another story… total suckage for sure.

So I did more color on my hair, the black being completely out of my hair is something I will definitely have to get used to, its just sooo different. It’s more of a reddish now. I’d post a picture but  I really don’t feel like taking one!

This is probably the boringest entry ever… Maybe tomorrow I’ll have something more to say. Today  has just been one of those days where I feel totally neutral about absolutely everything.