Mariah and crappy days

Well, Mariah Carey was so not what it was cracked up to be.  I mean, it was awesome that she sang my 3 all time favorite orignials, well four.  but one she only sang like a verse of it with some dude i could never make out his name.  but after the opening act, Busta Rhymes, which wasnt all that good either, we waited an hour for her to come on and she played for an hour. 
Backstreet Boys were SOOOO much better.  But Mariah Carey was better that the Black Eyed Peas. 
Then after, Seville met Roland.  we went down to his place chilled with him and Mac.  left his place about 130.   bad idea.  got to bed by like 2.  then was up at 445 with sev to see her go, then i showered, went back to bed till 630.  Im so effing tired its not even funny and i have this god damn annoying pop up that keeps randomly popping up like every 30 seconds and its driving me mad.  Im about to lose it.

Then I found out that Nash stayed at Caitlins last night.  But they didn’t lie about it this time.  But i’m still kind of angry especially after the talk nash and I had.  I guess our friendship really doesnt mean all that god damn much to him.   So whatever.  onces hes out of my house, I think thats it.  I don’t think we’ll continue being friends.  He seems to think so bu i think maybe he’s just saying that so I don’t get mad about him and Caitlin.  What the F*uck Ever man.  It made my day worse and it doesnt seem worth it to ruin my life over friends that don’t respect feelings.

god im angry.
goddammit.  Youhave no idea.  I could cry right now.  Seriously.  I’m beyond furious.  ugh.