trips to come

So, in September (for my birthday) I’m heading to NY with a friend.  Three nights, four days of absolute frolicking fun…or a lot of liquor, or both.  I haven’t been back to NY since I moved 8 years ago.

Second trip is out to LA which I am equally excited for.  My best friend moved out there years ago and I have been twice – I love the area, the weather, the scenery…seriously excited for that too.

I’ve decided to just live and breathe, at least right now.  Why try to overanalyze things, I’m just going to let it happen.  I cannot stress or worry over a man who has said he loves me and then decides to back away.  We all have our fears, it takes a strong person to overcome thm.  He knows I will be here for him regardless of what happens with us.

I know the smell

of sex

on your skin, the slid of our bodies

the friction of perspiration

as fires rage

like untamed infernos

heated

beyond the core of hip thrust